will you hate me?

by Dawud Wharnsby with actual title of the truth that lies inside, credit to hsh for the video

Dentum

    Its 2 a.m. and I can't sleep. The Divine display struck right to the heart, melting whats inside. Oh Allah, save me, my family, friend, teacher, and neighbor on that Day. The Day of Noise and Clamor.

aku susah tidur, orang ngomong, anjing gong-gong, dunia jauh mengabur - chairil anwar 

Spiritual Being

science can really be more subjective than art

that is when we can truly understand that the only constant in life is change

and that it has never been a mechanical world indeed, but a biological one

and we are far from merely a living machine, instead a complex spiritual being.

>8.6 earthquake near Aceh

SubhanAllah, a massive 8.6~8.9 earthquake near Aceh with tremor felt here in Penang.. I pray for the safety and mercy of Allah be upon the people in affected areas. Just as I wrote this entry, I can feel the floor is shaking;

'Ya Allah, berikanlah keselamatan dan kesabaran di atas hamba-hambamu yang engkau timpakan malapetaka ini, jadikanlah ia peringatan bagi yang terselamat dan sebagai afiat bagi yang menjadi mangsa, Amin'

I have never been to Aceh but it is the sole place outside Malaysia where I feel strongly attached to. I met brother Faisal Abdurrahman back in 2007 when I was an undergraduate in Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia. He moved to Malaysia after the Tsunami hit Aceh in 2004 and continue his Msc and Phd in UKM while making huge effort in bringing poor and orphan kids from Aceh to live and study in Malaysia. He is also an active daie' in comparative religion, and writer of several books on this topic. I was introduce to comparative religion study by him, and was invited to sponsor some of the expenses needed by the kids that he brought here. Some of them study to become Hafiz in several religious school and one of them has successfully graduated from UKM's Faculty of Islamic Study. Alhamdulillah, this achievement was fulfilled by brother Faisal's hard work and the supports given by kind hearted donor with Allah's permission. The kids have faced a lot of difficulty since the first time they arrived here even to the extent of being cheated and used by others as labor. Its a hard life for them back in Aceh and even in Malaysia, but we can help to relieve their burden simply by spending some of our excess income that Allah has lent us. May Allah mercy and Rasulullah's love be upon the provider and the one being provided, Amin..

bersama anak-anak miskin dan yatim Aceh, 2011

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Happy Birthday Mak :D

Happy Birthday Mom... I hope you had a great time celebrating your birthday in Melbourne.. I really love you and sorry I could not be there with you. I had promised myself that I will never make my a step to overseas except to continue my study. That promise was made so I will study harder to achieve my ambition, and it is to get a 'Dr.' title for you mom. I know you have always wanted for one of your child to become a medical doctor and even though I have missed that chance, I pray for success in becoming a doctor of philosophy. It has been hard so far, but I will make your dream come true one day, by hook or by crook. InsyaAllah..

She's my world, my everything.. Give Your love and blessing to her ya Allah, Amin..

sincerity

If i have to describe sincerity, i would say...

peace is what you feel inside, and silence is what you show outside.

Happy Birthday Zaujah :D

Happy Birthday my dear zaujah, it has been a wonderful 6 month and I pray that Allah will continually bless our marriage and make us a happy romantic couple for the rest of our lives and to the hereafter, Amin.. I'm eager to celebrate your birthday this coming saturday as this is the first time we'll celebrate it as couple, or should I say triple :p


Tomorrow will also be important for our baby since its his/her second time for scanning, if Allah permit than we can start to argue on what name he/she should have, I'd love the name Dhia Muslimah for a girl though, hehe.. 


"Ya Allah, kurniakanlah anak kami kesempurnaan Iman, kecantikan akhlak, kesucian hati, dan kesihatan jasad yang menjadi penyejuk mata dan hati kami, Amin"


Oppss, this post should be about your birthday, hee, so this is my prayer to you too


"Ya Allah, jadikanlah isteriku seorang isteri, anak dan ibu yang solehah, jadikanlah dia penyejuk mata dan hatiku didunia dan sebagai bidadari terindah di akhirat kelak. Redhailah dirinya dan kurniakanlah baginya keredhaanku serta kedua ibu bapaku, Amin"


I'm not a perfect husband but I pray that Allah will guide and give me strength to be so.. thankyou for all your love and support..